.B.A.L.A.N.C.E.

What do .b.a.l.a.n.c.e. means?
Why must there be .b.a.l.a.n.c.e.?
When can .b.a.l.a.n.c.e. be achieved?
How can .b.a.l.a.n.c.e. be achieved?
Where can .b.a.l.a.n.c.e. be found?

Do .b.a.l.a.n.c.e. really exists?
Is there really .b.a.l.a.n.c.e. in everythin' we do?

I want & need...
@ .B.A.L.A.N.C.E !
badly.....

Happy B'day

Dad with the cake specially baked by my sis!
Dad sang a number of songs; Yesterday Once More, Paper Roses, How Can I Tell Her, just to name a few

Dad blowin' the candle...


...Family pic..
..Cheerz every1..
** Dad with a 'cheeky' smile


Special prformance from -little Crystal-


Sis with Crystal
The 1 who 'provided' Dad's b'day cake
=)


Crystal with her parents
Say 'cheese'


'Ah ma' with her 'soon'[s]
..smile.. ; )


& lastly ME, Brandon & DAD


Special 10z 2 d specially baked n designed cake by my sis, Andrea


Finally, time 2 cut d cake & fill into our tummy
A night filled with singing, eating, drinking & fun
2 bad I did not ate the cake..
sorry Dad coz I got 2 leave early as well..

Happy Birthday 2 U, Happy Birthday 2 U
Happy Birthday to Daddy..
Happy Birthday 2 U
come 15.09.09

!Happy B'day in advance!

One.1~satu

Date: 02.09.09

Venue: K***

Significance: Today, officially I have been here for a full .1. year !!!

Comments: Uncountables unexplainable experiences except for .1.&0nly.

~The END~

02.09.09

I am feeling lost

Not in a deep blue sea

but in this concrete world

I am feeling m0ody

For no real reasons

Just like the unpredictable weather of late

I am feeling d0wn

like the ten-pins being crushed by the rolling bowling ball

I am feeling uncertain

like a blind man walking without a 'tongkat'

I am feeling so blur

As though I am facing a group of Japanese speaking peers

I am feeling so 'R0jaK'

like a chinese guy marrying a malay lady, adopting an indian child!

Happy 52nd Merdeka Day!!!

wiSh

I am making a w1sH 2day

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N my wiSh did not come true....

31.08.09

You know what's today's date???

31.08.09

Yea... It's 31.08.09!!!

It's a public holiday!

so what?

In this profession of mine

there's no such thing as public holiday!

I was wondering...

Is it just like what ppl said...

"We must start out in this field 1st. Just tahan for a couple of years plus. After that you'll senang!"

or ppl said that

"this is the toughest field!"

Is that really true???

When u can't take the pressure anymore,

You yourself will asked,

"Why am 1 doing this? Why should we work so hard when the pay we got is worst than what a beggar earned a day by begging on the street compared to the amount of workload we r burden with!"

Is this really worth it???

Then, when you, out of nowhere got some spirit to faced all of the challenges...

Again, 'DEMOTIVATION' will pay you a visit!

Work Life Balance?

Wtf! It's more like -No Life, All Work- scenario !

!!!Wake Up!!!

so,

If you really wanna take up this profession,

you gotta give something away for a couple of years plus...

you gotta lived with it & packed yourself with +ve thoughts all those years

you just gotta ignore whatever -ve that comes your way!

& if you felt you can't take it anymore,

ppl will say

"Find another job 1st, market is bad now"

In the end, Life Goes On~

?What can you do?

Movies Galore

Alot of movies 2 watch!!!

If u like action-oriented movie --> Laughing Gor
Gangster-Undercover-Police

This movie tells the story of Laughing with a dark background as a triad member under Chou (Anthony Wong). Chou was the triad's leader and persuaded Laughing to join the police force as an undercover for the triad to spy on police activities. While in the police academy, Laughing excelled but not well enough to be confirmed as a police officer. Instead he was recruited to be an undercover agent to spy on some illegal activities. Laughing now maintains the life as a double undercover agent, with crucial information from both sides. However, an incident disturbs the balance of the two identities and threatens to blow his cover. With both the triad and police force suspicious of his loyalty, Laughing does not know who he can trust to save him

(if u r tvb-lovers - amusing plot, thumbs up 2 anthony wong & francis ng! damn go0d at acting as bad guy!)

If u like fun-going & humour oriented

A 78-year-old man named Carl Fredricksen spent his entire life dreaming of exploring the globe and experiencing life to its fullest. Due to his age, he thinks life has passed him by. One day, an 8-year old wilderness explorer named Russell, changes his outlook on life and the pair goes on adventures, encountering wild terrains, unexpected villains and jungle creatures.

[if u love how younger generations blend with older ones]

Family-oriented with funny man, Eddie!

Eddie Murphy stars as a successful financial executive, Evan who has more time for his BlackBerry than his seven-year-old daughter, Olivia (Yara Shahidi). When he has a confidence crisis and his career starts going down the drain, he soon finds the solution to all his problems in his daughter's imaginary world.

-> if u like family-like movie; relationship between father & daughter<--

24.08.09 - 28.08.09

Early mornings

Late nights

but most importantly is my tummy

Ilustration showed my meal 4 d whole week

Nice & special

thanks!